I would wait until you get to school and experience things for a few months then take your essays our and see how you feel. First, I bet your writing skills will have improved and grown. Secondly, you will have grown as a person immensely in those few months. Not sure where you are going to prep school, but I am guessing there is some honor code there. Third, if you are living there, you will have a room mate or two. So understanding that bond will help shape those answers too. Turning in someone for an honor code, especially a room mate is hard. Its not so black and white as they make it out to be. As Haley mentioned... man its a rough thing. This happened in my company and it split our company in half. My best friend (still is to this day) turned his room mate for a blatant honor violation. It was not easy. The next few months will be fun, challenging and you will grown immensely as a person. Take a few months to embrace the process, get settled in at school and focus on those things. You will have time to re-write the essays, plus you will have peers available to review them and professors to review too. Enjoy the year of Prep, it will be well worth in the end. Good luck!