I am currently an MS I (freshman) in Army ROTC. I accepted the scholarship and contracted back in August. Since then, I have talked to family and friends and myself and I have decided that I do not wish to continue the program and commission into the Army. I let my MS I instructor know of my thoughts back in November, but he insisted I give it a bit more time. I know for a fact now that I want to dis-enroll myself and let them give the scholarship money to someone who truly desires to continue in the program and earn their commission. I was told I was one of the top performers in our MS I class, and was one of a few scholarship recipients, so I feel like they aren't letting me get off the hook easily. I have a counseling meeting in a few days; How can I let my instructor know that I want to forfeit my contract immediately while being firm in the decision and not letting them sway me? Also, how much and what type of paperwork will the voluntary dis-enrollment paperwork entail? Thank you all.