Dear LongAgoPlebe,
I read your post about how you left USNA and still had a successful life, and want to tell you that it was very inspiring for me. I am currently a plebe at the Merchant Marine Academy, and I plan to leave soon. I have a plan for when I come back home, and my parents support me for whichever decision I make One parent supports my leave more than the other (I will not name which one), but regardless I will leave. Can you give me any advice on how to act before leaving the academy, how to leave the academy, and what to do once I return home? Thank you for sharing your story, because it helps plebes like me feel better.
Regards,
SouthPaw
I'm still around, though infrequently. You asked three questions (although many more are implied) and my advice may be a little disappointing, but here goes. How to act before leaving the academy: with as much class as possible. How to leave the Academy: with as much class as possible. What do do once you return home: Whatever your Plan B is - I personally hope that means enrolling in college or trade school.
If you know that USMMA is not for you, you do not need to belabor the point with the friends you've made (hopefully!), with your chain of command, with members of leadership you will have to talk to, briefings you will be required to attend. It didn't work out. Period. Even if it was the worst possible two months of your life EVER (heh, so far) it is (probably) not because USMMA did something so egregiously wrong as to wreck you forever. In that case, it's a matter of mismatched expectations. Period. You figured it out, you're moving on. Leave "clean." Leave whatever disappointment, bitterness, doubts, if any, behind and turn your view squarely forward. Remember how I wrote that some of my best habits come from my short 11 months at USNA? One is, "Eyes in the boat." To me it means, face fully forward, focus on the task at hand, be HERE now. So, face forward into your future when you depart.
Once you get home, you're going to have a lot of questions. Develop your story now. Hardly anyone cares as much as you do why you left. When they ask, "Why did you leave?" they're asking for - and you owe nothing more than - a short explanation. "It didn't work out for me. I figured out I didn't want to be a merchant mariner." Or whatever. Same goes for before you leave. Don't be That Guy/Girl pouring bile on everything before you leave. Remember, your friends and classmates are choosing to stay, so which one do you think they're going to lose respect and regard for: a place they're staying, or you for dumping s*** on the place they're staying? Yeah.
I highly, strongly recommend you finish out the term. Have some academic credits to show for your time. Think you can't put up with it? Well, that's just not true, because you already have. I figured it out and started formulating a plan for leaving in late January/February, but finished out the entire academic year so I'd have a full year's worth of credits to transfer. Sure, it meant four more months of chopping, chow calls, alpha inspections, Saturday murderball and other stupid stuff, but nothing was going to come between me and leaving on my own terms.
Enroll in college. Get a job. You'll probably feel a little lost or rudderless for a bit - pretty normal. Use that time to think about your "big picture" - what you want to do, who you want to be, where you want to end up in 5 years. Sure, it may change, but it's the process of figuring that out that matters as much.
Fair winds and following seas.
Good Lord folks! Until yesterday, this thread was 3 years old. I doubt any (or at least many) of the original posters are still around. Let sleeping dogs lie.
I start with "I didn't leave, so I'm not EXACTLY sure how you'll feel" but I did see others leave, over a four year span, so I'll try to hit that.
Talk to your parents. If USMMA isn't the place for you, no harm no foul. You still have plenty of time to pick a new path (and even that could change).
You parents, like any parents, have dreams too, for themselves and for you. Maybe they liked the idea of you all spiffy in your uniform watching the Coast Guard Academy Bear beat up your sports teams.
Whatever it is, you earned for place at USMMA and you earned the right to decide whether you want to stay or leave. Know the first year at any academy isn't fun. I HATED my life from 2002-2003 at CGA, and I thought about leaving each week. I didn't because I had a reason to stay (I wanted to be in the Coast Guard). If you have no reason to stay at USMMA, well that first year can really be miserable.
While you've been away from home your parents have given updates to fmaily and friends. "Oh, little Billy's learning how to wear a uniform" or "Little Jane's driving boats" or "Little Pete's trying out for lacrosse." Like Facebook statuses, mostly people will hear the positive things you're doing. Heck, you likely mostly talk about the stuff you're proud of with you parents.
So when you get home, people will wonder what happened. "I thought you were doing well" or "I thought you really liked it". They'll ask you, or they'll ask your parents.
If the reason you're leaving is USMMA isn't the right school for you and you don't want to be in the U.S. Merchant Marine fleet.... well, I think you have a good reason. If you hate the school, but want that future, well, the experience at USMMA will get better (besides losing to CGA... ).
As in all things, honesty is the best policy. If you didn't like USMMA, tell them. If it wasn't a good fit, tell them. If you didn't want to go to see, tell them.
What I wouldn't do is make excuses. People will form their own opinions when you make excuses or belittle the institution.
I graduated from a magnet high school in 2002. A guy a year ahead of me went to West Point. I don't get the feeling he liked it, but he did well and graduated. A few years later a girl went to West Point and a guy and girl went to the Air Force Academy (I can't remember if they were all in the same class). The West Point girl left in the first month or so. "I couldn't see myself killing people." OK, that's not a bad reason... she probably should have thought of that before. The AFA guy left in the first year, he said it was too easy, not a challenge, people were dirt bags, he was too good, etc. Well, I don't buy that. I suspected he didn't make many friends with his approach. The other AFA girl did well and graduated.
Some people want to make excuses when they leave. There's no reason to. If you decide to leave, there's no shame in it, no reason to feel bad. Just be ready to answer the questions that are bound to come your way, honestly. You took a test drive in a new car, and decided not to buy it.... that's no problem at all.
southpaw, I know this must be a very hard time for you but reach deep in your heart and do what is best for you. I would suggest you finish our the year so you have completed one year of college and have something to show for it. Completing one year will also give you a better overall understanding of what the school really is. Sometimes making a decision based on just the first few months is not accurate. If you still feel this way after recognition, by all means do not worry what your friends and uppers think…it is your life, not theirs. Those that have bonded closely with you will still remain friends and the others will just forget. USMMA is very specific school and if it does not gel with what you want to do with your life, it is nothing to be ashamed of. I would embrace the things you learned there and apply them to whatever path you decide to take. Hopefully this helps!
Also, should I break this to my company-mates & classmates? I mean, I don't want to stress them out, but I feel like they should know. The last thing I want to do is be remembered as a jerk without at least explaining myself.
What's your suggestion, to anyone who wants tuo answer this? tell them on my last day there, or a little earlier, or when? Appreciate any response, good/bad.
*Also, I told my parents that I would try to stick it out for another 2-3 weeks, but I know I wont change my mind. So any advice on how to tell this to my parents? Again, appreciate any response.
SouthPaw, just to finish up my previous post (iPhone fat finger). Have a plan and execute it. Your positive actions will go a long way toward helping your parents to calm understanding. And learning how to share unwelcome news with family members is a valuable life skill.
Good luck!
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SouthPaw, just to finish up my previous post (iPhone fat finger). Have a plan and execute it. Your positive actions will go a long way toward helping your parents to calm understanding. And learning how to share unwelcome news with family members is a valuable life skill.
Good luck!
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should I leave now, even though my parents and I thought about me staying for another 2 weeks, because I don't see the point of it if I won't change my mind.
Stay until semester end is my suggestion. First, you will finish the credits you are currently working on which never hurts as you transfer. Second, it is a "natural" time to change course. Many students come home at Christmas break and enroll in different schools for a variety of reasons. Third, your parents may be more likely to either understand your decision because you did stick it out or at least see your "after action" plan and respect your new path. Coming home mid semester may look impulsive to them.
Good luck.