I received the Army and Navy ROTC scholarships, and chose to accept the AROTC scholarship, but now I am having major second thoughts... My brother will be going into his 4th year of college as a chemical engineering major (what I also want to do) and is currently in his second year interning for Chevron. I see what he is doing; the money he will be making, and I think to myself how I would also like to do that. Also, I do not want to go to college for more than 4 years, which I will likely have to do if I decide to stick with ROTC. And then finally, I want to have fun in college; I want to be able to party on weekends and enjoy my time away from school. I don't want to feel like every second of my life is being consumed during college. If I feel this way do you think I should decline my scholarship before it's too late? I've been trying to ask myself why I wanted to join the military in the first place, and I feel like it's only because I've told myself that I would my entire life. But now that I'm almost there, I'm scared that I just fell in love with the idea of joining the military, not actually doing it. Can anybody give me any advice please?