I wanted to attend USNA. I feel like that is where I want to go and belong. I am not feeling like I made the wrong choice choosing USNA but..... I constantly get this feeling of I have x days left to live............days till I-day I often don't care about this/that I often get stressed out over things. Socially, I feel like I should not care too much about my classmates now (I tolerated them for 4 years, never developed actual hate but never really gotten close to them) since USNA will provide me with some real classmates. I even noticed how rude I am at times... I basically take out my stress verbally on others Is this normal? Besides fitness, what else should I do to mentally free myself before I-day?