I wanted to attend USNA.
I feel like that is where I want to go and belong.
I am not feeling like I made the wrong choice choosing USNA
but.....
I constantly get this feeling of I have x days left to live............days till I-day
I often don't care about this/that
I often get stressed out over things.
Socially, I feel like I should not care too much about my classmates now (I tolerated them for 4 years, never developed actual hate but never really gotten close to them) since USNA will provide me with some real classmates.
I even noticed how rude I am at times... I basically take out my stress verbally on others
Is this normal?
Besides fitness, what else should I do to mentally free myself before I-day?
I feel like that is where I want to go and belong.
I am not feeling like I made the wrong choice choosing USNA
but.....
I constantly get this feeling of I have x days left to live............days till I-day
I often don't care about this/that
I often get stressed out over things.
Socially, I feel like I should not care too much about my classmates now (I tolerated them for 4 years, never developed actual hate but never really gotten close to them) since USNA will provide me with some real classmates.
I even noticed how rude I am at times... I basically take out my stress verbally on others
Is this normal?
Besides fitness, what else should I do to mentally free myself before I-day?