this is kind of a random thread, i guess, but i can't help thinking about what the academy will be like! i often find myself daydreaming about the many programs and challenges i will GET to do! i look at the viewbook at least everyday and watch a couple inspiring youtube videos about the academy often. i also cringe at the thought of me NOT getting the appointment, and i get really anxious when i check the mail anymore. are these things healthy?!?!