Agnes, my Chihuahua

Randyjohnson

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On July 11, 2020 my Applehead Chihuahua dog passed away. Her name was Agnes. She was nine years old. I found her dead about 10 PM. I was about to go to bed but immediately knew there was no need to go to bed. When I found her dead in the kitchen, I knew that I wouldn't be able to get any sleep so I stayed up most of the night.

I adopted Agnes on August 27, 2013. My ex-friend and I were out looking for me a Chihuahua dog. As she put gas in her Durango, I made a decision. I decided that if the dog I found was a female, I would name it after my late mother. My ex-friend and I went to a woman's house who runs her own rescue service. She only had one Chihuahua and it was a female.

I eventually bought two more Chihuahua dogs. Both dogs are hyper so I keep them in my basement. It wasn't until I bought those dogs that I truly appreciated what a great dog Agnes was. Agnes was one of the sweetest dogs around and wasn't one bit hyper. After getting my two new dogs, I learned how special Agnes was. Agnes was a bit on the hateful side when I adopted her but she soon grew out of it. When I took Agnes to a vet in 2017, I learned that she had a heart murmur.

Because of a mental disorder, I hear voices from time to time. As an ice cream truck drove through the subdivision where I live, I heard a voice. The voice told me to buy an ice cream and eat it while standing over Agnes's grave. I did so but it tore me up pretty bad. Yes I hear voices sometimes but don't worry. The voices don't tell me to hurt people. I have a mental disorder but I'm not a psycho.

When I adopted Agnes, I got the Holy Grail of dogs. As far as I'm concerned, she was the best dog on the planet. She loved me and the feeling was mutual. Some friends invited me to stay overnight at their homes a few times. When I would come home after being gone all night, Agnes would start hopping around and yelping because she was happy to see me.

I usually sleep on my couch and she slept on the couch with me. I decided to sleep in one of the bedrooms. Agnes was in the living room and she started howling at 3 AM. She was unhappy because she couldn't spend the night with her Daddy. After her howling woke me up, I got her and let her sleep in the bed with me the rest of the night.

I have no wife or kids and Agnes was the closest thing I had to a daughter. Her death has broken my heart and I'm going to miss her. She was my baby doll and I owned her for almost seven glorious years. I was a lucky man.
 

Devil Doc

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Beautiful dog. My dog and best friend Buster is 13 and slowing down to the point I'm starting to worry he may be nearing the end.

I try not to think about that. I'm not going to handle it well.

Sorry for your loss.
 

Capt MJ

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I am so sorry you lost such a good friend and family member. What a lovely face.

We have lost so many over the years. When we see the inevitable signs, I remind myself to “be in the moment” with them. They can’t look forward as we do, anticipating sorrow and loss. All that matters is right now. I try to stay in the here and now with them and not look forward.

I always like Will Rogers’ quote:
“If there are no dogs in heaven, I don’t want to go there.”
 

Heatherg21

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She has loving eyes, and looks like she was well loved. So sorry for the loss of your companion.
And Agnes is a beautiful name.
 

BrightSide

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That rescue gave you both seven years of love. Those memories are a treasure. I'm sorry for your loss.
 
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