That's exactly it though. I'm NOT in competition with you and even if we were in the same class year, I still wouldn't. You're put in competition with the kids in San Antonio before you're in competition with the rest of the country. I'll PM you my stats sometime today, but don't crack your head over measuring yourself over other kids on this forum.
I went crazy with trying to see how good I am compared to some of the other kids, and then I realized (with the help of one of Chirstcorp's awesome posts) that the best YOU can do is make YOURSELF the best YOU can be. You're NOT another kid, don't try to MAKE yourself another kid, make YOURSELF THE BEST. Work hard in school, work hard outside of school... STRIVE FOR EXCELLENCE... BELIEVE TO ACHIEVE!!
I mean, if one kid set the Junior Olympic national record for the fastest whatever or best something in something, does that mean you're going to make yourself do that?
Or what if another kid had a 3.4 among a bunch of other things and received an appointment to the academy, does that mean you think a 3.4 GPA is good enough and that's all you're going to shoot for?
Naaah, I don't think that's what you're going to do either, but what's the point of trying to measure yourself up to another kid then? Don't just try to see where you, youself stand, try to make yourself stand taller and better than the rest, no matter what the other kids are doing.