Ill cut to the chase on this but it still might be a lengthy post... So I just finished my first year in Air Force ROTC in my California dream school and this last semester I have had a ton of difficulties, including dropping below full time enrollment because I was about to flunk my intro to aerospace engineering class, so I decided to drop the class and fall below full time status. I also ended with a 2.11 GPA. Because these are 2 conditional events my cadre told me my scholarship would be suspended unfortunately for the next semester. I take ownership for my actions here, and I will work my effing butt off to get a 4.0 gpa next semester to prove my worth again. So basically I surrounded myself with a bunch of "cool kids", who have been in fraternities and other exclusive orgs, and I was invited to join a fraternity which I will not name this past spring semester. I thought, hey! ill just do this frat stuff on the side and focus on rotc mainly and also keep my grades somewhat, but little did I know things would not be like that... Now... i dont know if you are familiar with the term "hazing", but there was a lot of it. A LOT. Countless bottles and cases of beer they forced us to drink in a certain amount of time and several times they would call us out to the house at 2 - 3 AM, strip us of our clothes, and force us to do calisthenics while electric shocking us in various parts of our bodies. the night before my PFA, as they knew I was in ROTC and had a big test tomorrow, they made us wear this weird padding then bear crawl on broken glass, causing cuts on my torso. They would line us up and shoot us at point blank range with paintball guns while we yelled the fraternities creed, vision, and colors in the name of brotherhood. one time they even dragged me out of my bed, blindfolded me, and threw me in the back of a truck, put a bulletproof vest on me and "shot" me with a pistol.. i later learned that it was just the sounds of a firecracker but I was screaming and crying so hard I could not tell honestly what had happened. SO... during our final week (hell week), they subjected us to even MORE things that I would not like to say, but I ended up in a park at 4 AM near campus, and they had us smoking weed at that time. and a police officer was conveniently doing a check up/patrol on the area. They noticed the smell of weed and had us written up as we were all underage. I havent appeared in court yet to argue my case, I dont know if I am going to jail or not... to be honest I am just so scared (i havent told my parents about this or anything) but I was wondering what this meant for my career in the military. I am a good kid, just caught up in some unfortunate events. The weed smoking was forced as they had a belt and would whip the pledges who did not comply to their orders.