Well Spud, I'm afraid my decision (and anyone else's in my shoes) is a bit more complicated than my "wimpiness." Everyone knows it's a tough transition from civilian college to a service academy; that is my point. I am by no means anything you said here. I re-applied while still experiencing a normal college experience because regardless of what was going on around me, I still thought about and obsessed over USNA. Although I appreciate the "bad cop" tactic, which I hope it is, I am by no means weak nor a wimp. This is purely to make sure if and when I go, then I stay and thrive there. I do not want to go in wishy-washy and just leave, then being the wimp that you stated. USNA is not for everyone, you know this. I am motivated by much more than nothing. That's what got me to this position in the first place.
All points people have brought up are great, and I thoroughly appreciate the time you have all taken to drop wisdom on me. I've realized I'm afraid of the unknown, and sure maybe you're right, maybe my girlfriend does have something to do with it, but you bring up an awesome point that if its true love, then it will still work out.
I realize that the experiences and opportunities that USNA can offer me can be found no where else, let alone a civilian college. This thread has strengthened my thoughts to go. I need to wrap my head around everything completely and make sure I'm 100% in this when I do go on I-Day. Like I said before, if I'm "iffy" going in, well that's not going to work out. Your posts all truly help.
Thanks again for the knowledge and wisdom, it's much appreciated. Except for Spud. Well maybe him/her also helped...