I have to be honest. Not all who pursue this are sure. Not all who accept make it through or decide this is the path for them.
Make sure you want this life and the challenges and risks and opportunities. Don’t just respond to the challenge of fighting a rejection or turn down.
If this is what you want, in my experience you will move Heaven and Earth to achieve that goal. And if at the end, the Universe has another plan for you, there are many paths to commissioning as an officer. All of those paths lead to the opportunity to be a great leader who looks out for their soldiers, sailors, airmen and guardsmen. At the end of the day it sounds like that is what you want, but aren’t sure how to achieve it. Use this time to be reflective and pinpoint what you can see in your future for you.